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Monday, January 7th, 2008
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9:37 pm
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Jeremy from myspace added me back. so far we're just chatting about his band, Senior Project...
And I think its most likely best if Tom and I take a friendship break. Even though I'm scared to death we won't ever be as close as we used to be.. but thats just it, USED TO BE.
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| Sunday, January 6th, 2008
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9:49 pm
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True to the Faith Forgiveness: forgiving others: The Lord said: "Ye ought to forgive one another; for he that forgiveth not his brother his tresspasses standeth condemned before the Lord; for there remaineth in him the greater sin. I, the Lord, will forgive whom I will forgive, but of you it is required to forgive all men" (D&C 64:9-10) In the everyday circumstances of life, you will surely be wronged by other people - sometimes innocently and sometimes intentionally. it is easy to become bitter or angry or vengeful in such situations, but this is not the Lord's way. The Savior counseled, "Love your enemies, bless them that cures you, do good to them that hate you, and preay for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you" (Matthew 5:44). ... pray for strength to forgive those who have wronged you. abandon feelings of anger, bitterness, or revenge. Look for the good in others rather than focusing on their faults and magnifying their weaknesses. allow God to be the judge of others' harmful actions. it may be difficult to let go of hurt feelings, but you can do it with the Lord's help. You will find that forgiveness can heal terrible wounds, replacing the poison of contention and hatred with the peace and love that only God can give. [end quoting]. I found that when flipping thru tttf today. its why i was crying most of church today. its why i couldnt look at you. its why i had to leave sunday school. i'm guilty of that. and i'm praying for help from the only person who will be able to help me. nothing here can help me, they don't understand. Bishop told me today that i will always have a best friend who knows exactly how i am feeling, because he felt it too, and i must pray to Him.
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12:46 am - i still need a subject.
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Its been ages since I last posted. What is there to talk about then? OH maybe the fact I was baptize into the Mormon church, which isn't a cult, by the way. Uhm. Pretty much content with my life except for random things that make life ridiculous. Like boy drama. Speaking of boyyyyys. I reallly want this guy from Gabe's party to add me back on myspace. haha. basically.
gosh. life is basically: seminary, school, work, home. 'Cept wednesdays are tomcat days.
Yuup. I don't have anything productive to put in here. same as usual. durr.
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| Saturday, February 17th, 2007
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12:42 am - Winter Carnival...
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Is Effin Gay.
I'm not taking part in it at all next year.
Our wall decorations OWNED, which I greatly participated in...
AND WE GOT LAST EFFIN PLACE.
The sophomores SUCKED. [no offense] and they did better than we did.
Its gay, and I'm not doing it anymore.
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| Tuesday, February 6th, 2007
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3:30 pm
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Haven't really kept up with this whole blog thinger.
Update on life: Men suck Girls aren't any better. Drama is rediculous Annnd...
Oh yes, school sucks. [math in particular]
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| Friday, December 15th, 2006
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2:53 pm - Castle of ahhhhgghh
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I am more confused now than ever. The guy I like says I'd be a great girlfriend for.... Riley. He keeps insisting that Riley and I are made for another. Even his FAMILY thinks so. Am I naiive to still like the other guy? I liked Riley, it was a while ago, but I did. And he didn't even notice. So I gave up. Is hate really a fine line between love? Should I give up on this AMAZING guy to focus on Riley. Or que sera sera? I have no clue anymore. I just want to give up. I don't know what to do, or how to act. This other guy and I have plans to go to the movies next friday. He refuses to let me pay or drive. Isn't that stereotypical of a "date?" I even asked HIM to go, therefore the askee is designated to pay. But he flat out REFUSES for me to pay, or drive. Are these signs, or am I just an anthropoligical freak who analyizes EVERYTHING that happens?
current mood: confused
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| Monday, November 6th, 2006
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8:17 pm
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AHHH I'm so freakin excited!!! I am going to be in a craft fair on Saturday at the Monarch School in Rochester.. wherever the hell THAT is.
Yeahh. Going to sell jewelry. Yee!
Y'all should come.
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| Tuesday, August 8th, 2006
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12:38 am
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